From Everett's "baby book." Click to enlarge. |
He's off and running, into his new life. I sent him on the bus to his dad's yesterday morning with an undramatic farewell at the depot, and had turned away before actually feeling the jarring finality of it: the fact that he won't be home in a month.
This morning I pulled out his "baby book" (some kids have baby books, my kids have bulging binders) and have been reading through it, chuckling, remembering, and shedding a few tears.
Lord, this kid has been a lot of fun to raise and dammit, I AM going to miss having him around.
I think that life has a way of helping us throuogh those traumatic momentsa by moving us into auto-pilot just long enough to get pulled together.
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